People that bother me

1. People who complain like there's no tomorrow, but make excuses when you ask them why they don't do something about it.
2. Men who cheat and expect sympathy.
3. People who don't take me seriously.

Vices

Vices

1. I like to watch South Park, even though I think it's mean and disgusting, but I find it hilariously funny.
2. I eat food that's bad for me, but why is it so bad when it tastes so good?
3. I spend money that I don't have, but convince myself that I'll have the money eventually to make up for it.

If you could....

1. If I could live anywhere, without having to worry about expenses, for as long as I want, I'd want to live in New York City.
2. If I could have any job and make a good living out of it, I'd be a pastry chef.
3. If I could live next door to anyone I wanted, I'd live next door to my cousin Jessica (the pharmacist one).

(Josh was asking me some "if you could" questions during lunch today)

Procrastination is like masturbation... You're only screwing yourself.

Things that I have done instead of my lit theory midterm:

1. Download 15 episodes of South Park to complete my first and second seasons.
2. Watch South Park
3. Sleep
4. Go to class
5. Blog

Is that an easter egg?

Patrick's interpretation of Bingo.

Rejected

I was rejected by Random House's associate program. Looks more and more like I'll be working at the housing office until law school.

Crash

After spring break, I suddenly realize how soon graduation is coming. I'm not working as hard as I should be, but I didn't think I'd have this much work to do my senior year. I don't feel like going to my classes anymore, at least my hated mental illness class, and the gorgeous weather isn't helping at all. I'll just suck it up and deal with it as usual, but I think the end of this year is going to be so anticlimactic.

Ooo, on a completely different note: I went to Joe's living hell (no, not AC Moore).... Todai, the "mother of all seafood buffets" in Illinois. Mmm.... unlimited sushi.

Bad dreams

This morning, I had a nightmare where Josh died, but I knew that he was going to die. I believe this may be a result of watching "The Ring" with Pat on Friday night. In my nightmare, I was calling Josh, but someone I didn't know answered the phone and I was confused, asking if I had the right number. The man said, "Yes, this is Josh's phone number, but he died yesterday." So I pretend to be upset but I've already prepared myself for this event, and I ask who I should talk to about the funeral. The strange voice tells me to talk to a family friend, one I actually know, for details. In the next part of the dream, I was at the funeral, walking up to the casket, which was open, and as I walked closer, I saw more of the body, and as soon as I saw Josh's face, I broke down sobbing because I suppose I was hoping for it to be someone else. So as I'm sitting in my chair, I look up at the casket to see Josh wake up and get out of it, alive. I was so shocked, I woke up.

Now, Stacey says that when someone dies, according to Chinese superstition, you're supposed to break a chopstick (or a pair, I don't remember). I was wondering if I should do that, but the thing is, Josh came back to life at the end of the nightmare, so I'm really confused.